Club day June~

Its AWA club day. June esipode. lol~ With me, a zombie , joining them after work without a wink the day before. ARGHHH~ i was the only 1 not wearing the theme of the day…black and white…I already left house in the morning for work….Thus i wore what i picked from my cupboard in the morning sleepy state.

Some photo of June’s club day:

Its AWA!!!

The Atitude AWA…hahaha~ a good 1…!!!

Wanni, Amanda and me!

The sacastic 4….KC missing…lol

Cheryl and Me @ the toilet…haha

Me & Wanni                                        me and Steven

A series of pictures i took of myself in the afternoon @ work….damn boring day….!!!

Deliberately took it near my face!!! change of style~!!!

HooHooHoo…hahaha, found a similar expression and the tongue sticking out from Oscar’s msn display picture….He took it on the same day too!!! haha, so qiao~

Act cute huh?

Mirror Reflection

Waiting for the Train to Harbourfront…The rest are waiting!!! Quick quick…..slow tortoise christina tay!

After club says 

Hehe, left the club @ 4 plus….I went home alone because the rest are still happily dancing @ Dragonfly…i gotta work in the morning. Yawns….
Took a cab home…$22.50….haha

 We invented the following dance…

1. Crab dance…in memoria of Cheryl’s crab which died…

2. $1 dance….always in need for lockers!

3. Loveholic dance…haha specially for me…lol

  

Thursday…after the club day:

Only then i was in the black and white theme…lol~ stupid!

An awful afternoon

haha, didnt get much sleep last night…having insonmia again…

Woke up…came online…saw Oscar, and chatted my morning with him…following a short nap which i was wide awake all the while…lol, Oscar kor kor gonna be sad with me because i cant get to sleep! not my fault….Anyway i received a pathetic and stingy 1 rose, then an unlucky 4 roses, then a meaningless 5 roses, and 10 roses which means perfect love…finally something correct.

Well, most guys in Singapore give flowers according to the following:

1 stalk= you are my one and only

3 stalks= I love you

9 stalks= an Everlasting love

10 stalks= Perfect love

11 stalks= Loving you for my whole life

12 stalks= I love you (Again)

Following was a medical checkup at NUS Yusok Ishak House. Ok…i didnt follow the time allocated to me..its the only weekday off day i got…Thus i went for the medical checkup today…and there’s a lot of Scholars i guess…from this particular country.  Whom speaks loudly with their irritating slang/accent. Some of you know i call them Ah Tiong…hahaha, i dont wanna be sued by any1…its better not to name. Its an irritating afternoon, hearing so many ah tiongs chatting around you….Please save me!!! However, the doctor is somehow handsome..haha the Typical type of guys i like.

Following that, i went to City Hall to meet Minchu…and i bought another 3 pairs of shoes…will update the shoes again…stay tune.

This irriatating guy kept peeping at me for the 20 minutes MRT ride. Is he pervert or something?

We went to Jurong East for a singing session. Some pictures taken:

Minchu on the left and Leeying on the right

Me Singing

Friends for nearly 8 years!

Take 1…The unskilled photographer…christina tay!!! my camera got misty after coming out from the super cold aircon room!!!

Take 2…After wiping the lens…CMC’s face not being captured!

Take 3…i’m covering CMC’s face

Take 4…Ly’s face cut by half…..poor skills…

We gave up taking pictures….hahaha, will try again another day.

Jacky Cheung + Regine Velasquez – In Love With You

A nice old song worth sharing… used to sing it but not too much guys can sing it well…haha.

Petty guy

NG SHI XIANG = PETTY PETTY PETTY

I guess he’s jealous. Of Oscar.

And he typed a junk of words and went offline. I wasn’t even ready to read what he had type and he left just like that.

Anyway, for information, Shixiang is not my bf….

He mentioned singing Richard Marx’s Now and Forever & Collin Raye’s Love me for me just now. However I doubt he will do it because he’s so petty.

First time…

I’m so sorry…this is going to be a wordy entry… 

I’ve made a decision….for feeling a wasted of my youth…

What happen 

I’m not going to work as much as I did in the present state. The reason being I was working so hard for the past few years, supporting myself. And how could my mum lend a unreturnable $5000 to other people? I have always been carrying a burden of all the expenses…yet this was what she had done. It merely wanted to lighten her burden by working…This was what happen to the moeny that’s suppose to be my pocket moeny…

 Whats most hurting was what she said….” (in Chinese)Even if  I’m left with only 1 sweet, there’s you, your brother and your cousin, I will give it to your cousin. I will care for others before my own children.”

Well, if you are giving basic nessecity to your children and you have extra…i dont mind that. Maybe i’m just being selfish…I do not want to land myself in this state…Futhermore, my brother add on to the wound…” You have no life la….All you know is work and money, work and money. You know what’s having fun with your friends meh?”

My feelings and thoughts 

Arrrrghhh…i feel so hurt…If not for you…Do i need to work and study at the same time? Do i have no time for my friends? Do i need to see the moeny i gave mum to being pass on to you in front of me? Do i not have a chance to take part in CCA in school? Do i need to come back from work feeling tired and just wanna do some project work AND with you bugging on to the computer playing Warcraft?

Its hard to manage time working, schooling and still keep up with your friends…something got to be sacrific. Yet this was what i got back in return…

I told my mum since she’s rich to lend out moeny, i’m going to stop working now. And she said okie…she will support me in the future…

The Results 

I just wanna her to be responsible to what she had said…I asked her for some money this morning. Its a bit hard to ask for me…Its the first time i’m taking money ever since nearly 6 years ago..Its always tough to open your mouth to take money…But i did it in a joking away.

I asked for a medical Checkup fee of $30 and camp fee of $45 which i paid… And the first down payment of my school fees, $610. She said she will pass $100 to me tonight..its nearly morning and she’s not yet home…hmm…hope she will action and not say say only.

I felt misery caused to both my mum and me…by taking pocket money. 1 way i wanna her to be responsible to what she promised…another way i’m worried she’s will scrimp and save on herself by supporting me…arrghhhh~ its a hard choice.

Some of the things i’m gonna get and expenses off my back because she said she wants to support me.

• A new laptop

• a driving license which i gave up halfway 2 years ago

• NUS school fees of $24,440

• Handphone bills

Thats for now.

I’m think i’m going to invest $8000 in unit trusts which i had saved for my school fees. So that no 1 can touch my money…which i slog daily and saved up. Do not have any idea of eyeing my hard earn money…where my youth wasted…where i sacrifices friendship and where i’m branded NO LIFE.

A busy Day~

Wow! ARE YOU CRAZY???? hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..

Woke up late today…took a cab down to NUS…

Some pictures of my faculty people….which i took secretly….. lots of JC freaks…

Following, Supposely going to Royal China @ Raffles Hotel for dimsum… But closed on late afternoon….damn it…i’m craving for the food there!

Went to Marriott Cafe @ Marriott Hotel for a High Tea Buffet.
Some pictures to make you drools..

My appettizers..With Kimchi!!! yum yum

This red bean pastry is…super…a must try!

Singapore Rojak!

I’m always a sweet tooth

My mum and my elder brother

My mum and I

My brother and I

After that…is a shopping and chillout session with AWA. Due to some miscommunications, Wanni came in late. hahaha…we are supposed to meet up at 6pm..lol

We sad that a bottle of soju is $17-$19….

@ the Coffee Bean chilling out~

I love my Caramel!!!

Cheryl and Wanni

Cheryl and Me

Wanni and me

I wore this pair of shoes I bought @ Korea…It hurts my foot so much… Help!!!

Total Expenses Today:

Taxi fare to NUS                                                  $10.60

NUS Freshman Orientation Camp               $45

Taxi fare to Marriott Hotel                             $12.40

High Tea @ Marriott Cafe                                $104.38

(Its supposed to be $115.88….shown on the receipt. But the person charged $104 to my Visa only…not too sure what discount there is)

New Shoes                                                               $23.90

Accessories                                                             $13

Micellenous expenses                                         $16

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Total Expenses                                   $225.28

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Crab Feast~!

I’m treated to a crab feast just now…Ate 2 black pepper crabs. I guess this was a remedy for causing ripples in my heart last night.. But what was 2 crabs compare to $5000? Its nearly my 1 year school fees….arghh… no point thinking…

Pictures of the day~

Look at the swollen eyes…I’m bored…and took this a picture of my eye to scare you

The keychain is a gift i received yesterday… seems cute on my bag~ quite matching though

Take 1

Take 2
I’m trying to irriate Kerine by taking photos on her mirror~ haha
In the end she kept coming to my shop and looking at herself on my mirror. haha

21/6/07

Just cant’ seems to shut the tap of my eyes just now…. Every strong seemed person has point of time feeling weak..

I think i’m barely hanging on….

Thus i’m here…at this timing…

Oscar

脑子一片空白  不知道要 Write 一些甚么

I shall start this entry in Chinese….Those who cant understand chinese…thats too bad for you..

This entry is totally for my dear Oscar,

This is Oscar!!!

Some quotes:

 So sweet of him…haha

He said he misses me….Singaporean FRIEND….its a singular.. Wanni, Cheryl and Clara…i’m so sorry..you’re not included…haha 

Some emotions: 

昨天我和你的回忆  是我自己也不了解的感觉

我们好得有点可惜,爱与不爱都是种压力,我们能够和你相遇是运气,然而少了一点勇气

我等待相遇的奇迹,我苦苦的等待

不想透露究竟我还要多少天才能改变对你怀念

直到无能为力才会放开手,你温柔的拥着我舍不得的说
是我任性, 可惜我跟你只能累计者回忆

你要好好的过wor!!

Another photo of him~ haha

My dear friend from Hawaii~ someone quite sweet and cute…
He’s a bit shy and a bit quiet.
Oscar’s a good guy i guess
He left a good impression,
A friendly soul who wanna bring us around back in Seoul.
It’s gonna be hard for us to chat in the further,
Its different timing in the United States
Whatever it it, I will save a space in my heart for this friend
Its fate that we met
Its his initiative that we chat
Nobody knows what’s going to happen in the future.

♥보고 싶어♥

Supper @ Geylang

Yawns….work OT till 10.30pm last night… tired~

 Following, received a supper command on the way home. lol, used to go supper with Kent on his bike. haven met up with him recently due to the busy schedule. He bought a new  class 2A sports bike.

 Jielong and Chinwee were together with us last night. Took some photos with sitting in front of the car. lol

Bad photography skills

Felicia wanna a photo of chinwee!!! lol

Its too uneasy for me to walk around in Geylang…there’s too many old dirty ah pek looking at me…I’m not a chick!!!!! How can 3 guys take 1 young little girl only? hahahahaha

We finished 10 dishes of DimSum…*Yummy* =_=

Oppa…..

 ©

I wish that letter is for me….

 Nice body…tall and gave me a protected feeling… What i need now…

Misses him…..

Thinking of him

Looking forward to his reply

Memories

more pictures of him @ post →korea day 5….

He’s always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
He’s everywhere I go
He’s all I know.

And though he’s so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he’s gone
I’m still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
‘Coz it’s breakin’ my heart
Don’t wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
‘Coz heaven knows.

‘Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
‘Coz wide awake or dreamin’,
I know he’s never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I’m shakin’ inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Reality

Is this true? lol

今天

今天我好累  >.<

Today’s deadline for NUS exchange programme to:

• Paris

• Belgium

• Germany

• Austria

Didn’t sign up~ Not too sure i’m ready to be look down by the Fre**h….well….hope i will not regret!

Wanni wanna tattoo tml….hope she gives herself a considering time….just like what i did for double eyelid…think properly and do it without regret~ ㅎㅎ

绝对不能说后悔!!! (*~*)

PowerHouse 13June07

ByeBye Don’s Hair

  

After the steamboat session with Valen, Jielong went to meet Babu @MOS while i went to meet AWA and some of my schoolmates @ St James Power Station. Again, we go to Powerhouse becos we’er RnB lovers!

 Oh Well, Don Tan Si Ting gonna serve the nation starting this Saturday too, he belongs to school 1 (same as Valen). But not sure whether they will be inside the same company or not. We met up due to the packed schedule of all people! Not sure when will have a change to meet up le…since so many going national service. hehe, Cleared 3 bottles of Martell tonight. 3 jugs vodka and 5 bottles Heinekein. A Fun Nite! AWA members introduced to my Poly Friends! Cheers!

Nor and i before going in

3 suspenders!!! We agreed to wear it together!

AWA

From Top Left: Alvin, Pek, Don, Don’s friend
From Front left: Wanni, Cheryl, Me!
Taken from http://www.mumtazz.com(girlie affairs 13june2007)

Nor looks so mature compared to us even though we’re same age….oh well, she’s working and i’m still schooling!!! i’m a student..i dont care…i’m young!!!

The star of the day…Don Tan!!! *muack*

Pek surprises me by coming!!! And he bought Alvin along!!! oh oh…!

Delvix and me

KengBoon is a good drinker and a clubber…dont judge a book by its cover!

Its defintely not our finger…..

AWA

The same pose as we did in Korea…haha, the nights where we are so drunk…lol

Left the club @ 4am…Don and the rest continued the night @ Dragonfly…yawns..i got to go home…working the next morning…hehe i’m so tired now…only got 4 hours of slp after a night of drinking & dancing.

Steamboat @ Suntec 13 June 2007

Bye Bye Valen’s Hair!!! 

Haha, we gathered to have a steamboat buffet at Suntec City. Went to Joaqium and its a individual pot. I had Tomyam broth! Yummy Yummy. Anyway, its a bid goodbye session to Valen Ong Choon Kiat’s hair…He’s gonna become a botak soon…lol. He’s supposes to protect Singapore for 2 years from this Saturday onwards. Hope he will do well in National Service, Guys who go through this will definitely become more mature and just has a charisma that attracts girls…haha

Look at my hair….hiphop man! Yoyoyoyoyo (*_*|l), and its all self taken by myself…so the angle is not too right…my hands are too short to shoot from behind!!!

Valen and me

Puiting and me…

Hao and me *Hehe* *Muack*

Its really worth the moeny for Leonard to go buffet

Valen may start wearing like Jielong next time…hairless NSmen…lol, Its so cold in Singapore..snowing….wear a snow hat please…haha

Valen and i waiting for the train

WoOoOW, i finished so many prawns!!!

12 June 2007

Yawns, Its kind of no sales today…i’m bored apart from playing Sudoku the whole day.

Took some pictures of myself during the tons of free time. hehe~

The hair sux!

Si Wan Dao 10 June 2007

Ha, After the drinking session, i went to Si Wan Dao ( 4 Turn Island) in Malaysia. The meeting time was 6.30am, thus no slping time for me…lol

Its just a 1 day tour eating seafood…butter fried lobster, prawns, black pepper crabs, steam fish blah blah blah…its a 9 course meal.

The Dinner is a 8 course meal @ a local restaurant. Its delicious too! I didn’t take any pictures, was busy eating!!! lol Yummy Yummy~

Went to Mango Farm, Herbs Farm and Temple + 1hour 15minutes of shopping…how pathetic is the shopping time…lol

@ mango Farm

My mum with gigantic mango!!!

Inside the Bus

sucks…

Krispy Kreme Donut Rules!!! I miss the maple donuts!!! Arrrghgh…any1 wanna courier some soju and donuts over? hahaha

Jiakai and me

Its gonna rain…but still super humid!!!

Basket robbins…I fell in love with it in Korea.. BUT the service at Malaysia…ermm…u know the standard of develping countries la…
dont wanna say it, it left a bad experience for me, there isnt any cone either..its inside menu and there’s no cone… And the person add and add the topping. It ended costing $12.95….WTF. But the Ice cream is still nice la….Had rainbow serbert and chocolate maddness again ( Same as what i had in Korea) haha

Reached home @ 9.15pm….my only off day this week is gone spending whole day eating…Yawns yawns….Gonna wait for the next offday, Wednesday 13 June 2007 to get a good rest le… hehe

AWA out drinking @ my house

Its AWA night out again! Well, we are suppose to be Korea gang gathering…turn out to be put aeroplane by someone…. oh well~

So it became a AWA night! with less than 1 bottle of soju..because Clara is suppose to bring the soju over…arghh… in the end we finished the half bottle of soju + other liqour lor.

Some pictures to show…graphic is better than words!
  

Elmo wanna drink too!

Looking at the memories

We are at the corners of the photo!

  

The small shot glass we used for soju…its suppose to be fatter…lol, just make do with the skinny 1 la…

Do not disturb me slping!!!

AWA without makeup and still looking good!!! haha

From left: Christina, Wanni, Cheryl

We started the session with 2 regular pizzas, a bag of sushi, 3 mangos. We are damn full!!! 3 girls finishing all this at the end of 5.45am. wahahaha, we are glutton

A Haircut

I Cut my hair today~ hmmmm, i should say I had it trimmed. I cut my fringe into a dummy head. haha~ its a dolly feeling where its like a ‘n’ shape, and its round round feeling. hehe, I felt like a moron & an insane! ♥

A meaningful writeup on NewPaper 4 June 2007